[angst]I was pretty sure kids were only supposed to complain about their parents being divorced until their twelve. Unfortunately though, many of the things I've previously posted here mixed with more life drama and put me into a situation where I was forced back into my mom's house. Now child support issues are coming back up, and my dad, of course, wants me to move back in.
This happened pretty regularly in my youth, but now I'm in a situation where I can see the effect and I really hate it. Despite the fact that my dad's house is the kind of place where a straight day there would drive you to suicide, never mind a year, he is without any fathom of a doubt the financial support. Even when my sister and I were living with our mom and she was getting support, he continued to pay out of pocket for education and the like.
In the other house, it is near impossible for my mom to not make it look like she wants me to live with her so she can get the support. I'm really starting not to mind, though. I completely hate that my dad will basically be charged for my asylum from his house, but can't help but feel like he helped create the situation where that's necessary.
Coming down to it, I feel like a spoiled rich girl who was raised by a nanny instead of her parents, and I'm making the decision to move in with my abusive punk boyfriend who beats me and uses all my money on his drug habit, but it's ok because he really loves me.[/angst]
