If you are currently at a point in life where you should be contributing to society as a whole or your own personal sphere and are not, and do not see an immediate future where you would be there's really nothing wrong with offing yourself, you're just wasting resources.
Think of Starcraft. Say you ran out of unit space before a big fight and you have two zealots with practically no health, you'd destroy them to free up the units for a unit that would actually be helpful in the time being, right?
If you're, say, trapped in a Vietnamese prison, or missing all four limbs, or a vegetable, or staring stupidly at a bunch of Reavers off-camera, then yeah, I think it's in the interest of humanity that you put an end to it.When I think of people killing themselves, the first thing I see isn't missed potential, but expressway lanes opening up and supermarket lines shortening.
If you have any inkling of an ounce of potential to change your current situation, then running from that is abject cowardice. From my position I'd be lying if I said I didn't understand, but that doesn't mean it's a forgivable thing.
...I'm going to have to double up my bus quota for next month.
He knew he may one day give is life for Auir.If you are currently at a point in life where you should be contributing to society as a whole or your own personal sphere and are not, and do not see an immediate future where you would be there's really nothing wrong with offing yourself, you're just wasting resources.
Think of Starcraft. Say you ran out of unit space before a big fight and you have two zealots with practically no health, you'd destroy them to free up the units for a unit that would actually be helpful in the time being, right?
So in this analogy, the injured zealot is the guy making Starcraft analogies?
When I think of people killing themselves, the first thing I see isn't missed potential, but expressway lanes opening up and supermarket lines shortening.
Rygaron
therapist:perfect:
philosophy
To sum up my views on suicide, they seem pretty close to Kazz's: If you kill yourself, there is an about a 2 in 70 000 000 chance that I will care so go for it, I guess?
someone who's going to kill himself doesn't go to his friends and go "hey dudes, should i kill myself? y/b"
Tiffany.To sum up my views on suicide, they seem pretty close to Kazz's: If you kill yourself, there is an about a 2 in 70 000 000 chance that I will care so go for it, I guess?
soup /b/ post ending in 77 decides what i name my cock xD
someone who's going to kill himself is too dead to ask anybody anythingWhy would someone kill themselves twice?
Would it make you feel better if I told you I take the same view in real life?
I'm aware nobody's specifically telling Cyan to kill himself over his java games, but i don't care. I'm really tired of people on the internet taking such a disaffectly cool and casual view towards the value of human life. People killing themselves as a result of depression, loneliness, losing a job (???) or anything else barring chronic illness or pain... saying that you're happy because it would reduce supermarket queues? Fuck you. Go to jail.What gives the life of someone who's lost all emotional and / or mental hope any more important than someone who's lost physical hope? Saying "these people can kills themselves" and "these people can't kill themselves" is horribly stupid, but generally you are too so I wont spend much time on that one.
I'm aware nobody's specifically telling Cyan to kill himself over his java games, but i don't care. I'm really tired of people on the internet taking such a disaffectly cool and casual view towards the value of human life. People killing themselves as a result of depression, loneliness, losing a job (???) or anything else barring chronic illness or pain... saying that you're happy because it would reduce supermarket queues? Fuck you. Go to jail.
I'm more interested in Cyan's actual circumstances. Speaking as someone who daily confronts the question "What do you do if you really are a loser without hope but do not wish to kill yourself?", I'd like to know what you consider to be failure and/or non-contribution?Well, I started this thread with only general views in mind, but I suppose I could tell a little of my current story. I've been diagnosed with ADHD, Bipolor, Asburgers, and am "mentally deranged." I'm currently on zoloft and abilify. I thought it was helping, but I've been really depressed/upset for about four days strate. It seems like a lot of it is sexual. Or lack of, since I feel like a failure for not getting laid yet. I suppose I could go out and get a girl, but that feels like too much work. my depression makes me a very lazy bastard. I'm barely able to work on Worst Platformer Ever.
...
Do you have full or partial acute depressive episodes where people can't communicate with you and you can't do anything? Or is it more of a general malaise, combined with failure and/or lack of hope in whatever goals you may have set for yourself?
Personally I lose all respect for people who kill themselves.
What gives the life of someone who's lost all emotional and / or mental hope any more important than someone who's lost physical hope? Saying "these people can kills themselves" and "these people can't kill themselves" is horribly stupid, but generally you are too so I wont spend much time on that one.
People killing themselves as a result of depression, loneliness, losing a job (???) or anything else barring chronic illness or pain...
Why? WHY THE HELL? Do you think that giving up on life is a function of cussedness? They should pull themselves up by their bootstraps more? People are different, one unto another! Depression and alienation don't follow clean lines of logical progression and people who are depressed don't respond to encouragements to cheer up. The problem is not merely internal, but integral to the shape of one's life.
You can't callously say that they should just tough it out; as much as it's a good ideal to say that people should be able to block out the world, ignore their failings (real or imagined, not that there is a quantifiable difference and live on in spite of everything, there's no reason to think that everyone actually can.
I'm not saying some people should kill themselves and others shouldn't. I'm saying that living in agony is horrific and that for those in the position to make that kind of choice, i won't place any kind of judgment on their actions, wrong or right.You're making this shit up on every post aren't you?
If someone kills themselves because other people ignored their cries for help or didn't care, that's another matter.
(http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b149/Rygaron/Vashdisapproves.jpg): "Suicide? I disapprove of suicide more than anything."
I recommend endorphins to anyone in your shoes. The motivation to get out and run or bike or generally just break a sweat is hard to come by when you're pretty depressed, but if you can lug yourself outside and just work out, preferably in the sun, you'll feel a lot better. Especially if you do it with a goal in mind.(http://i630.photobucket.com/albums/uu23/Bon_Bon_2009/scruffy-1.jpg) also.
Which isn't what someone whose neurochemistry is fucked up needs, IM and SCD are exactly and inarguably on the ball about real and practical improvements coming from actual good medical help, but then no matter why someone's that far down down I figure, I hope at least, that sympathy and positive attention will be worth something. Way too often mental healthcare in a given area might as well not even exist, and then all you can do is feebly distract people from their misery until a real solution presents itself.
If you're, say, trapped in a Vietnamese prison, or missing all four limbs, or a vegetable, or staring stupidly at a bunch of Reavers off-camera, then yeah, I think it's in the interest of humanity that you put an end to it.
Though I'm not keen on any of you dying, I feel obligated to make an idiot's comment.
Am I the only one that thinks "Suicide Club" sounds more like a tool for suicide than a group with which you can talk about suicide?
I sure wish I knew if you were telling the truth or not.Yes, I am not trolling, thought it REALLY sounds like I am. Also I called the crisis triodge before posting, and they were the ones who got my sister to exit my room, and told me to barricade myself in here.
You really need to find a better place to air out your troubles.Really I'm just putting this story in a nice safe place on the internet where I know people wouldn't "do the right thing" and call the cops. I just don't like/trust cops one bit, but maybe that's cause I look at reddit too much.
No matter what you're looking for, I'm fairly doubtful you'll get it here.
The things that happen while I'm at work.
My sister brought a knife out after I tried to drink one of "Her" snapples (That I paid for) and threatened me with it. I decided to show her that I wasn't scared of her knife by running it up and down my arm. (lots of minor cuts). When I removed her from my room she kicked me, so I decided to punch her ten commandments thing on the other side of the wall
Unless you're Ben Franklin.
Than I could take out some jackass in a manslughter charge too
Well, Cyan', if coquagline existed, I'd recommend getting ahold some of that. But don't bother, because it doesn't exist.Fuck.
What a thoroughly unmacho post!Little Mac is stealing all my fame and girls. I'll never get it back, it's bogus, dude. :gameover:
One of you guys is gonna call the police or his mom or something, right?Hey, fuck you newbie. I post here because people won't do that.
Newbie's over there dude.bogus.
:kefka:Than I could take out some jackass in a manslughter charge too
At least you're thorough about being a completely worthless sack of shit.
I don't mean to trivialize the situation, but this is the fourth or fifth time Cyan's brought this up.
If your life sucks and you want somebody else to forcefully improve it, join the armed forces.
Well, how would I bring it up if I were dead? :nyoro~n:I don't mean to trivialize the situation, but this is the fourth or fifth time Cyan's brought this up.
If your life sucks and you want somebody else to forcefully improve it, join the armed forces.
This may or may not be the worst advice ever. I never understood depression until my stint in the army. I'm cool now, but I've been out for several years. Some people do flourish in the military, but turbo nerds typically do not.
Still, play your cards right, and you could get some good times out of it. These days, you'll probably end up in Afghanistan, though.
They've stormed my fortress a few times.
I don't mean to trivialize the situation, but this is the fourth or fifth time Cyan's brought this up.
Attention grab? Maybe, maybe not. But the main thing is that either way he's not going to get the help he needs from this board.
I'm not saying you're wrong about him probably needing professional help. He said he's taking anti depressants, which implies at least some effort toward professional help, however marginal. What I'm saying is, who cares how much complaining about his life he does in a thread he made to complain about his life in?At the very least it's interesting to read.At the very least it's easily ignored.
You know what? Story time.
Back in university I was peripherally associated with a game club. Being a horrible nerd myself, I hung around with them for something to do often enough, but was never really part of their circle. It was a very large and strong community, with a long history at that school and in that town and many former students still lived in town and participated in the community, in spite of having graduated. Now, some of the folks in it really did qualify as the worst stereotypes of nerd kind. You name it, it was there. But not all of them were like this.
Anyway, I once made a few comments to one of the prominent regulars about the nature of the club. Her response was that the club was an important and positive thing. It gave folks who were otherwise unaccepted and friendless a place to get together and have some fun, without predjudice, ridicule, or shame.
I accepted this explanation at first, but as I spent more time there, I noticed that the club was in fact a horrible place. The members were spiteful to one another, they would carry grudges outside games for things that had happened in-game. They manipulated, used, and abused one another. They were petty spiteful, immature, emotionally-stunted people (or became that way). They grew more and more distant and detached from the everyday world, their social failures slowly being magnified over time, as if they were trapped in some kind of terrible anti-social echo chamber. It was both depressing and terrifying to see good kids who came to that school mostly okay, leaving as terrible maladjusted creatures. Their mental decline was often mirrored by a physical decline, as many of them gained weight and grew slovenly in their personal habits.
Eventually, the sheer awfulness of the personalities involved overcame my boredom such that I drifted away from them entirely, only occasionally hearing horrible things in passing.
Sure, whatever, I'm horribly biased. Arrogant even. A narcissist, a fool, or whatever else besides. But I do not believe in the 'supportive like-minded subcommunity'. I think that's a poisonus and dangerous illusion. It balkanizes communication, justifies misbehaviour, and reduces us to primitive tribesmen.
So yeah :tldr:
im have you tried trolling :D :D
Oh yeah, I completely ignored the last page, because tl;dr and I liked the dichotomy of the responses following his newest sucide rant. Continue.
a Let's Play that I won't watch because it's not on youtube.
I get the feeling that quite a few cases of such terrifying depression could be solved with the assistance of a true soul-mate, whether best friend or love of life. But yeah, certainly not alone.
Perhaps I'm misreading your post, but thinking that you will find yourself in another person is an extremely dangerous line of thinking.
Are you saying that my belief that I may find myself in your mom tonight is somehow dangerous? :dance:
QuotePerhaps I'm misreading your post, but thinking that you will find yourself in another person is an extremely dangerous line of thinking.
Nah, I didn't mean that. I meant that a lot of depression is caused by crushing, horrible loneliness and the feeling that you cannot relate to the entire human race at large.
I suggest death of character.
Get up at five, walk three kilometres daily, then move it to a jogging, then a running level over time. Bring an ipod and listen to fast aggressive music or lincoln park, if you have a penchant for the awful. If you prefer the latter, I strongly suggest Hybrid Theroy, as its paceing is just right for what you want to do.
Like anyone going to read this anyway, but whatever.
I'm phedtic, I can't even spell the shit, but I am. I fucking suck. I'm no good at anything. I can't play games for shit, I can't make games for shit. I can't get girls for shit, and I can't hold a job for shit. I can't get a good job, nor can I do anything that'll give me a future. I can't fucking make a good website, blog, or fucking forums. i'm just a phedtic piece of shit who has no perpose, or goal in life. Even my spelling is like that of a five year old.
No, I'd be far better off killing myself. I mean why not? I'm not good at anything. I'm just a fat sack of shit anyway. None of these phonies on here care except my top 3 or 4 anyway. And even they would get over it.
I hate life. All it is , and all it ever will be is people rubbing in how much better they are than me, and being so fucking fake about it. Or saying it's cause of some invisible man in the sky. Ugh, FUCK THAT! It's bullshit that I'm not good at anything! It really fucking is! I hate it, and I bet not a one of you gives a damn to read this except Carra and Antonie, so fuck all you others. God damn phonies shouldn't even be on my friends list.
I just want to fucking die. I'll never be good at anything, and I'll never have any kind of power. I just want to die. Existing as a weak, powerless, talentless fat pile of shit isn't any fun at all.
I, too, am a fat sack of shit who isn't good at anything.
:perfect:
I know Discipline is terrifying
Which could be because I have bipolor and not disgraphia.However, Saturn is much better about not being emo or any of that shit SoraCross does.:hurr: :derp: :hurr:
Also, I think the fact that I get like zero respect on these forums is really starting to get to me.
Posting it here instead of shit days because I've been having suicidal thoughts all night...
I suggest taking Phantasy Blade, which is honestly little more than a skeleton right now, and getting out-and-out obsessive on it. Make it the best, most detailed little Zelda clone you can craft.
speaking as someone who's finished TWO books
is there a useful difference i should be aware of between "i don't want to have to live any longer" and "i want to die?"
there is less distance between the two than it appears, is all.
is there a useful difference i should be aware of between "i don't want to have to live any longer" and "i want to die?"
Yes, very much so.
"I want to die": This means that the person either does not fully grasp the concept of death, or is more or less sure what happens when one dies. Because fear of the unknown, in a hugely pessimistic mindset, such as that of a suicidal person, is almost always greater than the fear of the known, which can be rationalized and is always escapable to some degree. One of this mindset will likely try to kill themselves and mean it too. A large amount of outside intervention and in all likelihood medication is needed to prevent such a suicide.
"I no longer wish to live.": This sort of mindset means that the person does not enjoy life, but acknowledges that they have a very real fear of death and what it means, or even might mean. This mindset does not seek an end to life, but desires carte-blanche. In that it desires a life in some way, usually significantly, different than its own. This may be due to regret or belief that the life they live is somehow inferior to the societal norm. Death is not what is desired here, and suicide is very much an avoidable action with only a moderate amount of outside intervention.there is less distance between the two than it appears, is all.
I would actually argue that it's just the opposite, where at first glance, the situations seem analogous as it's much simpler to assume a binary situation where the lack of one thing implies the other, that is, that the lack of wanting to live implies the want to die.
(fucked up childhood + high levels of empathy + intelligence = enjoy being miserable)
(fucked up childhood + high levels of empathy + intelligence = enjoy being miserable)
If you're serious about suicide or realize that you have an emotional problem, then you need to let someone know who can get you help.
Preferably someone not online.
I want to bury wiseman's serious and good advice under a mountain of pointless drivel as soon as possible.
Let's all make one line (http://i630.photobucket.com/albums/uu23/Bon_Bon_2009/scruffy-1.jpg) posts.If you're serious about suicide or realize that you have an emotional problem, then you need to let someone know who can get you help.
Preferably someone not online.
If Cyan can't demonstrate that he's learned anything from this, he should probably get banned so he'll stop using as a crutch and turn into a man.
Honestly, his goals revolve around earning praise from US. Praise that could trivially be gotten on Newgrounds or Gaia or wherever, but no, here is is, convinced he needs it from us, because, what, it's "worth more" somehow? That's unhealthy.
If Cyan can't demonstrate that he's learned anything from this, he should probably get banned so he'll stop using as a crutch and turn into a man.
Honestly, his goals revolve around earning praise from US. Praise that could trivially be gotten on Newgrounds or Gaia or wherever, but no, here is is, convinced he needs it from us, because, what, it's "worth more" somehow? That's unhealthy.
YUP
CyanPrime permabanned "for his own good"
Also "because he sucks"
Transporation had an unconfirmed yet plausible theory there.
just a note. this all has been said many times before.
the whole cyan suicide bit.
No joke? I don't know know that that will really help, but eh.
just a note. this has been done many times before.
the whole banning soracross bit.
Um. Guys?
You did all notice the part where he mentioned forgetting to take his medication for clinical depression, right?
Unfortunately, there's no pill for stupid.
jesus and i love all of you hatters.
ACtually it was a clever plan to guilt you all into trying my whatever the fuck it was at the time.You are a bad person.
Well it's simply a matter of us not wanting to do it. You wouldn't do something you didn't want to do, right? You have to create a sense of desire or the promise of fun by creating games that are, in themselves, immediately engaging and satisfying, rather than "sort of done" or "good enough" or "pretty good through this perspective once you realize what had to go into making it".
Like it would feel like work to play these and figure out what its problems where and tell you. That is why I don't want to play them. Instead of this being a thing I would click on to have fun, it's a thing I click on to "get to work" and decipher issues or shortcomings. If you want to make a game people will want to play, you have to step back at every stage and ask yourself if you would like to play this. You should want to play the game you made, you should truly want to play it, to have fun, because it is a fun game.
Also, I think the fact that I get like zero respect on these forums is really starting to get to me.
The lack of respect is due to the fact that the things you post are not fun or enjoyable to read at all. Again, you've gotta take a step back when you're putting something out to a group and ask, if you were in our shoes, would you enjoy reading the post you've just made? Or would this seem irreverant or a waste of time? If you read one of your posts and it doesn't seem interesting or fun or in any way worth the time it takes to read it, we're going to feel the same way. Only put out stuff that you yourself would like to read in a post.
Posting it here instead of shit days because I've been having suicidal thoughts all night...
This is nothing to really get suicidal over, man. Obviously I don't know you, but you sound like you've gotten yourself holed up into this introverted, closed lifestyle where you don't interact too much and going out and talking to people or doing something else simply doesn't seem appealing.
What you've got to do is take a step back, figure out why you're spending your time the way you do, understand what got you here (I mean truly understand why. Use a journal, that helped me immensley.), and then simply decide what you would like to do instead. We've all got roughly the same amount of time, and all we've got to choose is what we do with it. Decide what you would like to do with your time from now on, what you might want to achieve or what might make you happy, and devote your time to getting there.
The only thing worth doing is what makes you a happier, better, more content person. Sit down, get a journal, and fucking figure out what's holding you in place in life. Once you can figure that out, you can work on fixing it, on become the kind of dude you want to be. It's gonna take time, it's not necessarily going to be easy, but it is the only thing genuinely worth doing. Understand why you are the way you are, figure out what you want out of life, and do what you have to do to get there. You only live once, so make the best of it.
do you really want to go down this road with me
Oh for Pete's sake.
Look dude. Maybe you were strapped for time or something, but the cardboard box for a Gateway PC with a handle made out of packing tape is NOT a briefcase.
This all sounds like a lot of projecting. You you you.
I don't think I could so confidently guess my best friend's life problems/solutions/psychosis/more problems and I know him personally.
I just found this whole post distasteful, so I thought I'd write an equally so one explaining such.
Who among us can judge another man's path? Maybe in Cyan's world, not finding a suitable partner is honestly fucking hell. I can relate.
I'd ban him again for the same reasons as before if everyone didn't keep biting my dang head off for ever banning anyone.
I was previously defending Cyan on account of believing that he had just been having a bad day.You don't make that kind of plan while having a GOOD day.
Apparently though according to him he was actually consciously doing something manipulative and selfish.
So, uh, I guess I'll believe that? And believe you're just a douche? Good job?
didn't you make like 20 other forums or something, could you go bother those instead...Who ARE you?
...Who ARE you?i would say i'm just a newbie who showed up during one of your many justified bannings but haha nah i've been around for a while.
Well go away....Who ARE you?i would say i'm just a newbie who showed up during one of your many justified bannings but haha nah i've been around for a while.
Well go away.fine maybe i'll just go kill myself hahahahahahaha oh wait
good luck with that.Well go away.fine maybe i'll just go kill myself hahahahahahaha oh wait
good luck with that.yeah about that i'm pretty new at it, could you maybe give me some pointers
(http://imgur.com/zJcX0.jpg)good luck with that.yeah about that i'm pretty new at it, could you maybe give me some pointers
maybe tell me how to exploit it for gain
you know
because you're justified in doing anything no matter how repulsive because you're a bear
(http://i236.photobucket.com/albums/ff242/ribbonstrand/polar-bear-face-palm_thumbnail.jpg)good luck with that.yeah about that i'm pretty new at it, could you maybe give me some pointers
maybe tell me how to exploit it for gain
you know
because you're justified in doing anything no matter how repulsive because you're unbearable
GO FIND PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU. THEN EVERYONE WINS.I've wanted to hang with the pyoko crew since I was 15, I'm not giving up.
YOU ARE LOVED AND WE DON'T HAVE TO KEEP REPEATING THINGS. (http://brontoforum.us/index.php?topic=353.msg138847#msg138847)
GO FIND PEOPLE WHO LIKE YOU. THEN EVERYONE WINS.i am seconding and then thirding this
YOU ARE LOVED AND WE DON'T HAVE TO KEEP REPEATING THINGS. (http://brontoforum.us/index.php?topic=353.msg138847#msg138847)
I've wanted to hang with the pyoko crew since I was 15, I'm not giving up.
I don't think I could so confidently guess my best friend's life problems/solutions/psychosis/more problems and I know him personally.
hey kayin hugs and kisses
Sorry about that. ACtually it was a clever plan to guilt you all into trying my whatever the fuck it was at the time.This is not a heartfelt apology at all. It's more "explaining away my behaviour" than 'apologizing' here. I'm pretty close to saying it was done along the lines of "Let's see how much more action I can get out of this". Maybe you guys are being played. I don't know.
Needless to say it didn't work, and I probably should go around abusing peoples feelings like that.That is quite the typo. Freudian slip? *snrk*
Anyway I've been seeing a therapist for about a year now. and I've been getting help from being on meds. First it was Zoloft, and seraquil, now it's trazadone, abilify, and citalopram.Speaking from personal experience, no one pulls the suicide threat stunt for for trivial shit, and I hope you are able to work your way through whatever problems you have with your therapist. (Except obvious trolls, but that's another matter.) But, an environment where people are openly hostile to you because of your prior actions is most certainly not the right place to start any healing. Continue seeing your therapist. There obviously is much more work that needs to be done. I wish you well in that regard at least.
I just wanted to tell you all I moved, and this was the best thread to do it in.This is in no way the best thread to bring that up. All you've done is bring up stuff that no one really wants to revisit. And it doesn't feel like an honest/genuine apology at all. Should've been left well alone.
Apparently though according to him he was actually consciously doing something manipulative and selfish.He is *still* doing this. Stop feeding the troll folks!
S-stupid psyker....(http://i236.photobucket.com/albums/ff242/ribbonstrand/stare3.png) lol :)
instruction manuals
Okay, I am sorry, heartfeltingly sorry. I was feeling down and did something stupid, but I got banned for it and still have yet to get my CyanPrime account back, so why all the butthurt? I would be a lot more sorry right now if I didn't get banned for it, but I did, so I look at it as I did my time, so get off my ass.
Maybe if you would quit attacking meto make up for your own inscureitiesfor fun you'd see how unfair this is. It's not like I tried to fuck up Thad's job, or had a different opinion than Sharkey.
Dude, just stop fishing for attention. Stop making useless threads in which everything is invariably about you and how great you are and how much we should praise you. Stop feeling persecuted, because nobody's out to get you. Don't be sorry, just make small, unfunny jokes in other threads that don't draw attention to how much of a slimy fuck you really are, and you'll find people generally more tolerant of you, slowly but inevitably.ding ding ding
oh also are you gay or bi because i want to make it clear that if i call you a whiny faggot it's in no way making a value judgment on your sexuality because whatever turns you on is perfectly cool and also irrelevant to how repugnant you are
He hasn't clued into the fact that men all hate him too.>All men hate him too
He hasn't clued into the fact that men all hate him too.http://prime.programming-designs.com/php/randmgsname.php
or put it in your sig.Who views sigs?
that doesn't mean he doesn't hate you, it's just that he's too stupid or desperate to know better.He hasn't clued into the fact that men all hate him too.>All men hate him too
>Has a boyfriend
hurp://adurpdurp.duh
It's kind of the deal around here.But everyone just turns them off.
See the giant ass sigs everywhere?
exactly. pleaseIt's kind of the deal around here.But everyone just turns them off.
See the giant ass sigs everywhere?
Nooooo... Like 3 people turn them off.Oh, my bad.
Everyone else wallows in the glory/hell that is giant moving sigs.
Hm, I'm either just being more observant of them or I'm having more dramatic mood swings lately. Will keep all none of you who care posted. Niku is included, obvs.
I'm having more frequent, dramatic mood swings. Including extreme anxiety/paranoia, depression and personal disgust, loneliness, nearly hypomanic excitement and energy. I'd characterize it as being manic-depressive, but I know that's me talking crazy. I wouldn't worry about it. I've got enough self control to avoid things that are personally destructive. The most dangerous thing is that occasionally my driving is more aggressive than normal.Those won't go away with a new gf. Talk to someone about it. You got a therapist?
Maybe I need a new girlfriend.
just ban him
Attempting to talk someone down from killing themselves - not like sora here, someone who has the knife/pills/gun like right fucking next to them and is spewing psychotic depressive stuff - is the most terrifying fucking thing I have ever done.>Implying I've never posted in this thread while thinking of killing myself
It is mostly for this reason that I find the act of faking suicidal depression for attention reprehensible, disgusting, and horrible.
Get the fuck out sora.
:facepalm:
You do all the time, but then you used it poorly as a manipulation tool once and only once.
I think that at this point it should be pretty clear that the kid is pretty significantly mentally ill and his ability to meaningfully interact with other people is frequently limited.
He may appear "high-functioning" and can pass for normal briefly, but it doesn't change the fact that you guys are going back and forth with a person who has only avoided the fate of a homeless derelict thanks to a startlingly huge quantity of medication.
We can post concern-trolls and instruction manuals all we want but he's not going to "get it". Either let him post in peace and deal with/ignore the inevitable :hurr: or just ban him, but let's just be done with it.