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[megaman10]

Sorry about that. ACtually it was a clever plan to guilt you all into trying my whatever the fuck it was at the time. Needless to say it didn't work, and I probably should go around abusing peoples feelings like that. Anyway I've been seeing a therapist for about a year now. and I've been getting help from being on meds. First it was Zoloft, and seraquil, now it's trazadone, abilify, and citalopram.
Anyway, I moved away from my sister, but not before she blew up my PC, now I have an even worse one. I'm living in a clean and souber house owned by my boyfriends mom.


Anyway, I'm just posting this cause you always say shit like I wont go get help. I've been getting help. I've just been too lazy to post it.

Also, no. Though I'm depressed and having a shit day I'm not feeling suicidal. I just wanted to tell you all I moved, and this was the best thread to do it in.

[Miss Cat Ears]

ACtually it was a clever plan to guilt you all into trying my whatever the fuck it was at the time.

You are a bad person.

[Frocto]

We are more inclined to believe people who are actually going to commit suicide are just trying to get attention, now, so you may have in fact just endangered someone's life.

Speaking of which, whenever you say "after the jump" I want to kill myself, soooo we may get to test that theory soon!

[Guild]

Well it's simply a matter of us not wanting to do it. You wouldn't do something you didn't want to do, right? You have to create a sense of desire or the promise of fun by creating games that are, in themselves, immediately engaging and satisfying, rather than "sort of done" or "good enough" or "pretty good through this perspective once you realize what had to go into making it".

Like it would feel like work to play these and figure out what its problems where and tell you. That is why I don't want to play them. Instead of this being a thing I would click on to have fun, it's a thing I click on to "get to work" and decipher issues or shortcomings. If you want to make a game people will want to play, you have to step back at every stage and ask yourself if you would like to play this. You should want to play the game you made, you should truly want to play it, to have fun, because it is a fun game.

I actually play CyanPrime's games and find them typically horrible art-wise with at least one good gimmick that makes it plain why he made the game and is at least interesting to futz with.

Also, I think the fact that I get like zero respect on these forums is really starting to get to me.

The lack of respect is due to the fact that the things you post are not fun or enjoyable to read at all. Again, you've gotta take a step back when you're putting something out to a group and ask, if you were in our shoes, would you enjoy reading the post you've just made? Or would this seem irreverant or a waste of time? If you read one of your posts and it doesn't seem interesting or fun or in any way worth the time it takes to read it, we're going to feel the same way. Only put out stuff that you yourself would like to read in a post.

CyanPrime's mythology is a part of our recent culture, and its entertainment is both free and harmless. I happen to be in the CyanPrime is secretly me club. QED everything you are saying here is wrong.

Posting it here instead of shit days because I've been having suicidal thoughts all night...

This is nothing to really get suicidal over, man. Obviously I don't know you, but you sound like you've gotten yourself holed up into this introverted, closed lifestyle where you don't interact too much and going out and talking to people or doing something else simply doesn't seem appealing.

What you've got to do is take a step back, figure out why you're spending your time the way you do, understand what got you here (I mean truly understand why. Use a journal, that helped me immensley.), and then simply decide what you would like to do instead. We've all got roughly the same amount of time, and all we've got to choose is what we do with it. Decide what you would like to do with your time from now on, what you might want to achieve or what might make you happy, and devote your time to getting there.

The only thing worth doing is what makes you a happier, better, more content person. Sit down, get a journal, and fucking figure out what's holding you in place in life. Once you can figure that out, you can work on fixing it, on become the kind of dude you want to be. It's gonna take time, it's not necessarily going to be easy, but it is the only thing genuinely worth doing. Understand why you are the way you are, figure out what you want out of life, and do what you have to do to get there. You only live once, so make the best of it.

This all sounds like a lot of projecting. You you you.

I don't think I could so confidently guess my best friend's life problems/solutions/psychosis/more problems and I know him personally.

I just found this whole post distasteful, so I thought I'd write an equally so one explaining such.

Who among us can judge another man's path? Maybe in Cyan's world, not finding a suitable partner is honestly fucking hell. I can relate.

[Mothra]

do you really want to go down this road with me

[Kayma]

aint no getting off this etc etc



I miss The Mayor.

[Guild]

do you really want to go down this road with me

i am standing on the side of this road waiting for you to catch up to me and my briefcase

[Miss Cat Ears]

Oh for Pete's sake.

Look dude. Maybe you were strapped for time or something, but the cardboard box for a Gateway PC with a handle made out of packing tape is NOT a briefcase.

[Mothra]

For a frame of reference, early Tails Doll Envy was by far my favorite kind of retard poster. Back in the day, everything that came out of that guy's mouth was like this run-on stream-of-consciousness YouTube comment. It was just raw, right from the guy's head to the internets without the slightest mind given to how it looked or read or sounded in the context of what he was talking about. It was simply a delight. The only thing I can rightly relate it to is the talking moon from Mighty Boosh, just talking into a conversation, about absolutely anything that was on his mind.

Cyan's not like that, he's just... I dunno... endlessly disappointing both us and himself. It's not so much a never ending car crash but a really loud duck with a busted leg limping around.

This all sounds like a lot of projecting. You you you.

I don't think I could so confidently guess my best friend's life problems/solutions/psychosis/more problems and I know him personally.

I just found this whole post distasteful, so I thought I'd write an equally so one explaining such.

Who among us can judge another man's path? Maybe in Cyan's world, not finding a suitable partner is honestly fucking hell. I can relate.

Oh pshhhhh

He's a furry, he's really into Gundam, Naruto, Sonic the Hedgehog, Guilty Gear, etc, and judging by his voice from the Scribblenauts LP he's not 13. What other kind of guy but a introverted shut-in would depend entirely on some assholes on an internet message board to validate his life?

We're just dragging out his descent to rock bottom by giving him some kind of bullshit hope that he's going to be accepted here as he's presented himself. I don't find stuff like his failed live LP earlier or his broken message board to be comedy goal, it just sucks seeing this person desperately try to find validation with a group of people who are never going to give it to him. I'd ban him again for the same reasons as before if everyone didn't keep biting my dang head off for ever banning anyone.

[Royal☭]

I'd ban him again for the same reasons as before if everyone didn't keep biting my dang head off for ever banning anyone.

And yet when this world really needs a hero I wake up and Classic is still here.  I tell you if I were an admin this would not stand.

[Royal☭]

After typing that last comment I instinctively pounded my fist on my desk.  I get so fiery when I'm political!

[Mothra]

dohhh classic isn't so bad geez

[Royal☭]

And he's divisive!  That statement has earned me a negative karma, but after the bullshit he is spewing in the Portal 2 thread I refuse to back down.

[Frocto]

yeah let's ban classic :D

[yyler]

Classic is not on the same tier as anyone else who has been banned, temporarily or permanently

[Royal☭]

This will always be a point of contention on these forums.  C'est la vie.  At least with Sora we get a poster that unites everyone in a common cause.

That is love.

[Frocto]

also, if I can keep quiet about being giving a negative karma by MCE for saying American McGee's Alice was a turdy pile of shit, then you can do the same, Soup.

WEAR YOUR NEGATIVE KARMA WITH PRIDE BROTHER OF GOOD TASTE

[Royal☭]

I am using it as a rallying point!  I will not be censored for my views on Classic!  VIVA LA RESISTANCE!

[yyler]

The way I see it is that with enough comedy negative karma the regular negative karma is impossible to find

I'M HELPING YOU

[Royal☭]

HELPING.


Now, on to the subject of what to do about Superman.




Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey


As of right now we're Karma twins!