Been feeling really down and up lately. Haven't really left the house at all over the last few weeks, I feel like i'm sort of getting addicted to isolation, even though i hate it. I don't want to leave my house, I just sleep all day, And spend the rest wishing I was asleep, The only really good times are when i'm talking to awesome people online.
Also, I got a throat infection, weird lump at the back of my throat, hurt like hell, I think it's gone now, fortunately, but it hung around for like a week, and eating anything was like trying to get razorblades down.
Having a few weeks off was sort of nice, in that it let me talk to people I barely ever see anymore, but it is going to be sort of good to go back to work, even though I currently sort of dread it.
I've spent most of today either crying or hiding under my blankets, Wish I knew why I feel so terrible.