Right, well, let me answer the question I put to you for you.
I'm tied to this computer all day every day because I am in a fucking hole.
I have a lot of student loans. A ridiculous amount. I also have no degree, because I ran out of money in before my last year of college. All this happened because I was trying to be something I wasn't for people who demanded I be somehow interested in things that I wasn't. Granted, those were my parents, not my friends, but the very act of pretending to give a damn about something I didn't, on account of social pressures, left me fucking buried, burnt out, and unable to function in the world well enough to overcome all the shit I had put on myself to make people happy. I cut off all relationships I had and moved someplace where nobody knew me, and tried to redo my life over.
So I am now working, constantly, for a way to get ahead, to get into some position that I can at least maintain my current level instead of continuing to get dragged down by the shit I had put on myself just to get some form of approval. To the point where, no, my loneliness isn't caused by any lack of social graces or my (admittedly existent) general hatred for mankind, but by the fact that I simply do not have time for anything else except this, an outlet form of communication which I can use quickly without (usually) interrupting anything.
I do not recommend pretending to be anything for anyone, ever, for any reason.
That is why I dog on fucking kickball.
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Shut the fuck up you ignorant junior psychoanalyst.