This shit reminds me of Brian.
Brian was a kid in my kindergarten class who weighed about twice as much as everyone else and had a mean streak a mile wide.
He used to beat people up. Me in particular. Dunno why, exactly, maybe he could see that I was a haughty little pacifist who actually believed in the "they're just jealous of how smart you are" line fed to her, and it made him angry.
I remember taking a ball once, from the bin. The last one. This kid comes up to me about 30 seconds later on the blacktop, and without a word, falls on me. I mean literally. He then proceeds to punch me several times while laying on me before laughing, taking the ball away, and wandering off.
I told my mother finally, and we had a conference about it. His parents came in and everyone sat down with teacher and told me Brian had a problem with his brain that made him act that way and it wasn't his fault. I was punished for saying that I "hated him" and was denied first recess for a month. My mother told me I had to be nice to him because he was on medication for his condition. I guess he was told that too because he proceeded to tattle on me whenever I wasn't being nice (which was often because the kid made my skin crawl) from then on. I was sent to the principals office a few times after it kept happening.
I met him, later on, when we were both about 15. I hadn't seen him for ten years or so but recognized that evil fucking glare and those empty goddamn eyes in an instant.
Not that having the teacher arrange a vote to kick him out of my kindergarten class would have been anywhere near the right course of action, but seriously,
fuck our society and their insistence that no child is bad, only BRAIN PROBLEMS HOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNK
Wow.
Yeah, that's pretty much why I don't like you, Guild.
who gives a flying shit
goddamn moron too proud to ask for help and too self-important to keep his suicide to himself
deserved whatever the fucker gave himself
the fact that you posted this yesterday and yet are still calling me callous makes me giggle